Monday, July 26, 2010
My beloved watch): R.I.P // 7:46 PM
I'm feeling damn irritated now.
I've been moody in school throughout the whole day for I-don't-know-what-effing-reason. And great. Now my favourite watch died on me at 7.36pm. It was a birthday gift from my siblings; a white/baby blue watch that I love sooooo much!! T.T
I seriously don't know what's wrong with today. Damn. Why can't it just last till my birthday which is like 10 days away and be at least one year old?):
My left wrist is gonna be lonely now):
iloveyou❤
Saturday, July 24, 2010
// 4:31 PM
Seems like this is my only channel to speak out what I truly feel now.
iloveyou❤
Uncertainties // 4:26 PM
I know I shouldn't be thinking of such things now. But there's seriously just so much I can do.
Not up to expectations. And this feelings sucks ttm.
iloveyou❤
Sunday, July 18, 2010
// 1:32 PM
Dang.
Wasted the whole day yesterday due to training and not feeling well.
Gotta start doing my EOM, tutorials and revise for Chemistry alr.
Just put them all behind and move on;;
iloveyou❤
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Just ain't the best day today // 8:42 PM
Today was crappy ttm.
Waited for a total of 1 hour for my buses today, only 2 out of 7 boys came for training today- in which only 1 have valid reason not to come; the rest didn't even bother answering our calls and replying our msges, feeling damn tired and not feeling well.
Kns. Mood is low for the whole day alr. I just feel so sad that it's only the girls that are making an effort to make the team better. Despite the girls team having 3 members and the boys team having 7 members.
Argh eff.
This whole week was shitty except for Friday.
Next week taking back PR2, I doubt it'd be good.
iloveyou❤
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
School // 11:09 PM
Hello.
I'm currently taking a break from writing my Formative Assessment. It contributes to 10% of the final grade for General Paper! Can't afford to screw it up): I'm currently so stuck that I had to take a break from it to generate new ideas.
Haii. School tomorrow. I seem to be dreading school more and more :/
In the midst of all these, I seem to lose myself. I seem to be living for others; instead for myself.
iloveyou❤
IT'S AN AWESOME DAY! // 12:25 AM
I'm blogging with my lappy now!:D I know I should be doing my work/sleeping now but I just can't stop myself from doing so(:
I MISS MY LAPPY! Feels much more private in a sense since I'm using my own laptop and not a shared desktop :D
I'm a happy girl today!^^
Things are awesome! I got back my laptop, I'm going to get my itouch on Wednesday, I had Koi today, bro bought me a jacket (I wanted to get one so badly!), bro bought home an awesome-ly HUGE bag of nougats , AND BRO IS BACK IN SINGAPORE!!
That's like the best thing!(: Can't deny the fact that I do miss him! :D
Just how many good things can happen in one day? I don't mind getting scolded by Ms Xu for not getting my alkenes tutorial fully done tomorrow(: Heh. AWESOME DAY TODAY!:D
iloveyou❤
Monday, July 12, 2010
// 9:07 PM
I can't wait to get my itouch on Wednesday(:
iloveyou❤
// 8:55 PM
Yet another no-proper-meal day.I'm so tired. No idea what's wrong with me these days! Haven't been eating properly (no, I'm not dieting -.- Just no appetite), have been getting really restless these days and I feel so !#$#^&*() these days!! -.-Today was a long day. Barely managed to pull through 8.5 hours of school with only 2 half-an-hour breaks in between. Tomorrow is yet another long day; 8.5 hours of school with 2 half-an-hour breaks and have to stay back for PW tomorrow as well. Best. Dang, I feel so mentally drained. Feel like just jumping onto my bed and sleep but I still have to complete my alkenes tutorial. 10 to 11 more weeks to promos; it's time to get back on track again, isn't it? Pull through this, and then you can enjoy. Don't regret it, Cindy!
iloveyou❤
Sunday, July 11, 2010
What's wrong with me? // 11:20 PM
I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been having only one meal per day and I don't feel hungry at all.Mummy said that maybe I've too high expectations of myself. Perhaps, it's true..
iloveyou❤
Saturday, July 10, 2010
// 10:41 PM
Dang.
Fever plus headache, can't get any work done.
iloveyou❤
Friday, July 9, 2010
// 11:01 PM
Can't believe I'm that tired today that I slept on the bus without realising that it reached the interchange till it 'parked'. And I look like a retard walking out from the parking slots -.-
iloveyou❤
// 10:03 PM
Screwed up my Chinese Oral today.
This is the first time I've ever broke down in JJC. And this is going to be my last.
Wednesdays and Thursdays shall be mugging day with Janise!:D
iloveyou❤
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Results // 8:56 PM
Chemistry Paper 1: 18/30Chemistry Paper 2: 28/40Biology Paper 1: 21/30Biology Paper 2: 27/50Math Paper: 55.5/70Wouldn't say that I'm satisfied with my results so far. Pretty much disappointed in some of the papers. Thought I would do well, but it didn't turn out like what I expected. Some may say that I'm doing very well already and there's no reason for me to be disappointed. All I can say is, everyone have different expectations of themselves.
Maybe I haven't tried my best, haven't put in my best effort, haven't gave myself the last push before exams.
Seems like I've relived my mugger spirit.
Just can't express my happiness/sadness before you guys. Misses 4F a lot, where I can just be myself and not just someone that's putting on a mask to face people.
iloveyou❤
Friday, July 2, 2010
// 11:04 PM
Got back some of my results for Common Tests.
Scored 21/30 for Biology Paper 1 and 18/30 for Chemistry Paper 1.
Disappointed. That's all I can say. Expected myself to do much better.
Is this what they call the higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment?
Maybe I didn't try hard enough, maybe I'm just not born smart enough, maybe I should devote 15 hours a day for studying.I just couldn't show it in front of you guys. I'm not as smart as you guys think I am. Maybe all of those expectations of you guys are making me feel burdened.
iloveyou❤
