Saturday, August 28, 2010
The start of a mugging month(: // 1:52 PM
Ahhh..
Just got our promotional exam timetable ytd.
27 more days to the official start of examination! That's like freaking fast can):
Shall start mugging and be determined! Gonna come up with an examination plan and follow according to it as close as possible. No, it's a must! MUSTTT!
Ahhhh.. Alright. Shall start doing my hw and stuffs alr!(:
0.3 more to 4!:D
iloveyou❤
Friday, August 27, 2010
// 11:35 PM
School went by pretty much quickly! Finally settled the Teachers' Day stuffs today after school! Like wah, finally a load off my shoulder(:
Had an enjoyable time with Janise after school today!(: Though study session wasn't REALLY THAT productive. But still some work lah(: Hahah. Dinner with Janise at Mac! I think we spent most of the time talking instead of eating lah, huh? Hahah!
Omg, I said it out!
iloveyou❤
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Thanks, I'm dead........ But I revived(: // 10:32 PM
Hello!(:
Today started off badly with a lil of my PMS. Like omg, damn long since I last had one :x But the day gradually got better after that^^
Had an awesome lunch with Janise and Yuan Ning after school!(: I feel happy whenever we three are together. Heh^^ Headed back to school and helped out the Rono House Council to prepare roses for Teachers' Day!
Had a minor hiccup but it was resolved in the end. Hahah, thankfully!(: Just got home not long ago and I'm feeling really tired~):
But well, that's life. I can do it! Persevere for another one month plus and it's all gonna be O-V-E-R!:D
A brand new start, a brand new me. I can do it!(:
Ahhh.. Idk why but I kind of regretted not joining council. Cause I feel that it can be quite fun at times and it'd be nice to know those awesome rono peeps like Raymond(:
iloveyou❤
// 12:47 AM
I can't believe I'm crying now.
Stop the tears, dammit.
I still got to study.
iloveyou❤
// 12:36 AM
Okay.. I'm feeling so pissed/stressed/afraid/irritated/frustrated and what sorts now.
I'm feeling so eff-ed up. Like seriously. Can't you guys just spare a thought for me? There's like so much things to do these days and I still have to consolidate the information that you guys are supposed to send me and send it to Ms Yap. Yet, only 9 out of 23 sent the stuffs to me. It's not like I didn't remind you. I reminded you guys to do it and even bothered to send another text to remind you guys on the specific topic. Set the submission timing as 9pm but there's still only 9 people who sent it when I check my mail at 12am.
Like fuck man. Seriously. I'm like seriously so stressed up over the workload that I have right now alr. Tutorials and revision for promos, all the teachers' day stuffs, etc. And you guys are not making things better.
Dammit.
And there's just 29 more freaking days to promos.
iloveyou❤
// 12:19 AM
Fuck.
iloveyou❤
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Busy // 12:39 AM
Ahhhh.. I feel so busy now! So many things to complete.
- Biology Tutorial 12 Essay Questions by Tomorrow
- Chinese w/s by Thursday
- Research for GP Fact Sheet
- Consolidate GP Fact Sheet of class by Thursday
- Chemistry Arenes Tutorial by Thursday
- Chemistry Halogen Derivatives Tutorial by Next Week
- PW; Research on Malnutrition
- Make proper plans for revision for promos
Like omg. Damn a lot of things to complete with so little time! And there'd be another class card thing for Teachers' Day that would be given to us tomorrow. Argh! SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!):
I MISS YOU, LOVE AND AARON! T.T
So surprised, so surprised(: Heehee.
iloveyou❤
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Life as a... Leader? // 10:40 PM
Well, things aren't easy these days. With the upcoming Teachers' Day celebrations, my workload had increased a lot.
- Get the class to write cards for Civics Tutor
- Do up College Board
- Table Tennis Notice Board
- CCA cards
- Roses
- Mdm Chong's Gift
- Math Tutorial
- Biology Tutorial
- PW Written Report
- Study for Geography Test next week
- Start revising for Promos
Like omg. I've been staying back in school for the past one week; every single day. Damn tired, and I really feel mentally AND physically drained.
Being a leader comes greater responsibility. I really felt it now. What's worse is that I'm a vice class rep AND vice-captain for table tennis. Things are piling up and it just seems like I don't have to time to clear that ever-so-high pile of stuffs to do):
Thankfully, I managed to clear most of the things during the past week with the help of some friends. Thank you!:D
Promos is in about 4 weeks time. Well, 33 days to be exact. Like omg, time is really flying past.
It's time to buck up and study for promos!
iloveyou❤
Monday, August 16, 2010
The value of life. // 11:43 PM
Recently just heard about a friend trying to attempt suicide. Was really shocked and couldn't believe it. Just want to share somethings here, though I know I might not be in a good position to say such things. Just my opinion, though.
Life is always full of ups and downs. That's what they always say. And that's what we always go through. Life is never smooth sailing. We have our down times, we have our up times. But those are no excuse to take your own life.
Life is a very precious thing, we only have that one chance to live it. I know things might get too tough till it just breaks you apart, till you just lose the will to keep fighting. But whatever it is, life still goes on. I find it silly to take your own life cause you're gonna hurt a lot of people around you, when you get hurt by just that certain someone. Your mother who carried you in her womb for 9 months, your father who is the second person on this earth who carried you in his arms, your siblings and relatives who treated you as their own and cared for you, and your friends whom you created many awesome memories with.
It's not worth it to give up your life when things starts getting wrong. Many people who yearned a second chance to live never had the chance again. So you should cherish every day, every hour, every minute, and every second that you have now.
Yes, things could be hard. You find yourself struggling through life, you find yourself losing the will to keep fighting. But there's always people out there that's suffering more than you. And yet, they're still keeping their faith, believing that things would turn for the better. It all boils down to the mentality that you use to face problems, to face life. Be positive! There'd definitely be someday, somewhere in life whereby things would started getting better. Many would ask when is that day coming. No one knows for sure. All you can/should do, is just to keep fighting.
I would say crying doesn't help much. Yes it might help, to ease the feeling that you're going through now. But that's all that it can do. So, wipe the tears away, stand back on your feet, get on with life. Prove to God that nothing can bring you down if you don't wish to. Prove it to God that you're a strong child and deserves a better life than this. Prove it to God that you're not to be trifled with, prove it to God that you can do this.
Just want to say that, don't ever think about committing suicide again. Ever. That's the last things you should do even when you find it hard to breathe, find it hard to keep living. You have your friends and family around you.
You are not alone.
iloveyou❤
// 11:38 PM
Dang.
Barely managed to survive through the long day of school today. Kind of like dozed off in front of my Chinese teacher today! Felt really bad so I sent her a msg to apologise. I'm really dreading school now. Like seriously.
I still have to stay back tomorrow after school as class reps are involved in the Teacher's Day Celebration. Damn. It's gonna be another long day in school tomorrow!
iloveyou❤
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Sick): // 12:24 AM
Dang.
Was supposed to go get Audrey's present today but had a fever this late morning when I woke up. So couldn't go in the end): Pretty much slacked at home the whole of today and slept through most of it cause fever still didn't subside):
I didn't even catch the live telecast of the YOG opening ceremony! Double dang):
iloveyou❤
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday the 13th // 11:55 PM
Today is screwed.
Screwed up my Math test and forgot to collect my Chemistry Practical worksheet. Training was pathetic with only me and Bei Ling who attended the training and Unity Secondary people cause Chen Hui had to go for meeting. Dang, it's the last training alr and the attendance is still like shitzxz.
After training met up with Janise and went Jurong Point for dinner. Dinner at Bakerzin! Tried out the mushroom soup and it was.... Well, not to my liking. The herb taste was quite strong! Don't like :/ The Baked Chicken Wings is nice! But it's a chore to eat it cause both of us were trying our best to eat with knife and fork. Lol.
Cappuccino is nice!(: Nice heart shape too^^ Hehe. Saw Yuan Ning, her mummy and younger brother too. Her mummy is really prettaye!:D Wanted to get macaroons today but didn't bring enough cash. So zzz, couldn't get it in the end. Was craving for it for like damn long alr!!):
Reached home at 10plus. Dead tired. Headed to sleep damn early.
Chen Hui! Cheer up, girl! Don't be so sad alr kay!(:
iloveyou❤
Thursday, August 12, 2010
// 10:26 PM
I gotta stop hoping the best out of everything.
It's not helping.
Stop the expectations; get back to reality. It's not going to work.
iloveyou❤
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Happy 17th Birthday // 11:36 PM
I feel so loved these days!:D
Thank you guys for all your birthday wishes, birthday presents and birthday surprises!:D Today received another birthday surprise from Bei ling and Chen hui! Bei ling lied to me and said that we have to go see the principal for certain matters which totally scared the hell outta me. I thought she was gonna talk to us about the closing down of the team lah!
Thank you so much, girls. For the pleasant surprise, for the delicious cake, for the peck on my cheek, and for making me feel so loved. Thank you!!! Love you girls a lot!:D
And Jane passed me my birthday present today too. Thank you so much!(: I really love the present^^ Thank you!!
Thank you so much, guys. For making my 17th birthday so memorable, so wonderful. THANK YOU!!^^
Alright, back to reality; there's Biology Lecture Test tomorrow. Please wish me lots of luck! I think I need hell loads of it):
iloveyou❤
Saturday, August 7, 2010
// 12:02 AM
Good News!!!
Daddy says he's gonna change my handphone plan when my plan ends at the end of the year! And he'd be getting unlimited msges for me!! LIKE FINALLY!!!:D HEHEHE!! And oh, he's gonna get a car soon too! So I wouldn't have to worry when it rains in the morning anymore!!!(:
iloveyou❤
Friday, August 6, 2010
Birthday Surprise by loves! // 11:11 PM
NDP celebration was zzz.
I stood in the field for like 40 minutes and screwed it up by forgetting the commands -.-" And the worst case was that I was standing in the first row. zzz.
After the observant ceremony and student leader's investiture, we had mass games. And Rono won 3 out of 4 games!!:D Congrats to all Captain ball boys, Soccer players and Frisbee players!!:D
College day after the whole NDP celebration. Was freezing inside LT5 for the whole 2 hours and clapping hand for unknown people. Random picking sucks): But oh well, there's nothing much we can do. At least Jasmine was there with me all the while! College day ended at like 1pm.
Wanted to play frisbee but couldn't find the teachers, so ended up eating lunch and chatting with Jasmine and Mdm Chong in the canteen. Left at about 2.30pm. Freaking tired cause I've been damn active for the past few days!
Came home and slept immediately. Got a call from love at like 7plus in the evening! And love came over with Aaron and Benjie with homemade cake and presents for me!!!:D I was damn stunned cause I was still sleeping when I got the phone call! Hair was damn messy too):
But still, thank you for the pleasant surpriseeeee!!:D Heheh. Love the presents alot!!:D LOVE YOU GUYS!!
Heh, can't wait to go out with love, Aaron and Benjie tomorrow!:D
iloveyou❤
Thursday, August 5, 2010
// 11:21 PM
Awesome birthday in school today!
School ended at like 2.30pm then stayed back with the usual clique for frisbeeee!:D Danced a little too!(: Helped out the Bannister House Councilors with the decorations for tomorrow's NDP celebration before continue playing soccer.
The field was packed today!): Cause other houses were having training for tomorrow's mass games and soccer was having training too. So didn't really play much today): But still, had a great time today in school! Got more active was it became later and everyone started to go home(:
Ran round the track for 2 rounds with Janise and sprinted another round with her^^ Left school at around 8.30pm and headed to MacDonald's for dinner! Reached home at about 10.30pm! Waited for Jie to come back home then cut cake at 11pm :D
Thank you for all the wishes and birthday presents!!:D Love them a lot^^
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!:D
Thank you:
Daddy, Mummy, Kor, Jie, Love, Aaron, Benjie, Sharon, Jinyan, Charis, Phyllis, Waihan, Yueyoong, Jasmine, Janise, Yuan Ning, Audrey, Zhiyi, Nicole, Wenhsi, Aijia, Beiling, Chenhui, Junyi, Aff, Kenneth, Terence, Christabel, Zerlind, Cherie, Hilary, Felicia, Mangala, Su, Darshini, Diana, Yan Lam, Dear, Saville, Edwin Chiang, Hong De, Uffy, Fithri, Arjun, Puvendren, Wenyi, Ling Yuan, Harris, Hoiching, Chen Xinyi, Jacquelyn, Peishan, Cheryl, Jiansheng, Jiasheng, Aefy, Lawrence, Kaimi, Ling Yuan, Kaiching, Benda, Yangyou, Mavis, Wynette, Debra, Jiayi, Yenyi, Celina, Joel Seet, Martin, Lisin, Eileen, Cuiling, Devy, Ian, Brandon, Jueyu, Weqi, Zhenyue, Kelly, Leonard, Timothy, Shahidah, Yong Xiang, Michelle, Eleanor, Keiji, Brianna, Yolanda, Hao Zhe, Sritam, Kohyu, Shijie, Megan, Jane, Eileen Low, Norio, Bryan, Meixian, Xiao Ping, Xiwei, Xing Hao, Louiza, Sean, MinFeng, Sinni, Jared, Clara, Vivian, Ruo Fan, Shareef, Jyehuey, Weijie, Imhock, Kai Leun, Jasmine Yan, Michael, Wee Leong, Hao Ran, Tung Yun, Joon Guan, Ying Jie, Ting Feng, Yan Li and Stephaine!!
Sorry if I missed out anyone!
iloveyou❤
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Awesome school day!:D // 10:50 PM
AWESOME DAY TODAY!!:D
Lessons ended at like 2pm today! Was kind of pissed off initially cause CCA leaders had to go for NDP rehearsal and learn dance for ACES day after that. But, it turned out unexpectedly well(: NDP rehearsal was a success today, I guess. Leaders were much more responsive and coordinated. Was supposed to be released at 5.30pm to learn the dance but we were released at like 4.30pm. So, yay!:D
Dance was not bad! Danced with Janise and Chen Hui beside me. Heh, felt much more secured. And Janise, I totally got the idea of how SIMPLE the dance is. Was like damn high after we finished learning the dance at 5.30pm. Suddenly had the thought to play frisbee so played frisbee with Jasmine and Beiling!:D
Changed to badminton after that and Yuan Ning joined us. I don't know why but I was damn high and was dancing to the dance when the rono house councilors were still practicing the dance. Hahah.
Jasmine, Beiling, Janise, Yuan Ning, Chen Hui, Aff and I played soccer for a little while too. Before Mr Sufian and Mr Ng asked us to play frisbee match together!:D And our rono team won!!:D Hehehe.
We ended the game at like 7pm? But we still continued playing frisbee amongst ourselves. After that we danced to waka waka, dhoom ba cha leh and sorry sorry!!^^ heh. Headed home at like 8plus.
Woohoo!:D Awesome day today! Damn tired too, though. Hehe. And omg, tomorrow we're gonna stay till 7plus 8pm too! :D Cannot waittttt^^
iloveyou❤
