the sec threes didn't do as well as we expected today during cross country. peishan was the only one who maintained her position as first in the whole level. cheryl got 5th compared to 2nd last year, jacquelyn got 7th compared to 3rd last year, charis got 12th compared to 10th last year, xinyi got 15th compared to 9th last year while i got 16th compared to 21st last year. after the run i felt so horrible. cause the sec threes had already set the target of getting into top 15 together. but i'm the only one who didn't manage to get in. i'm really really sorry, guys.

thinking back, we were all hi-five-ing each other last year when we dominated the top 3 positions. charis and xinyi managed to go in top 10 too. i was the only one who wasn't in top 20 last year for cross country. this year, after our trial run, we set a target of us getting into top 15 together. but, i failed once again like last year.

all of us cried after the run today. cause everyone's position deproved except for pei shan and me. and we really didn't meet up to our expectations. all i can say is, what i really felt today was that the bond between us had grown and we are always there to share the laughter and disappointment among us together. thank you guys. i know i'll never be alone laughing nor crying. cause i know, you guys will be there for me. thank you very much.

we'll try again next year. our last year, we will give it our all. i promise i'll try my very very best to get into top 15 next year. i promise. i'll work hard and not disappoint you guys for the third time. and i'm really really proud of you guys being able to maintain within the top 15 positions.

lastly, thank you to charis, xinyi, jacquelyn, cheryl, pei shan, hoiching, aaron, wei lun, norio, koon leong, kai ching, cui ling and miss kong for comforting me, asking me if i'm okay etc. thank you!

` thank you for being there for me.

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